KNOWLEDGE vS wisdom

In life one mustn't hate others. IN LIFE, one mustn't hate oneself--so much so that hatred be disguise the upon others.

There is wisdom spoken everyday. Are you listening or just hearing

Knowledge is essential But not important

Knowledge is of past. Wisdom is of future
Wisdom is applying the knowledge best achieving balance of harmony and trust. Understanding, analysing every angle thus is wise decisions arrive.

Growing old has to do with knowledge
Growing up is all wise & wisdom

pursuit not knowledge but wisdom-- it last, longer.

Passing surrounds

The year has been with many occasions, incidents carpet the calender of 2009.

Gloomy day this. A day mourn for the lost of a dear Father, a loving husband, uncle, grandfather, Godfather, father figure, a spiritual leader, spiritual father
--A great friend.

You have thought us all you know, to be everything good. A Christian Guru; you help us see, think, mature and grow in every 'LIVING' sense—Christianly in your wisdom. You loved unconditionally; you protect the weak and protect the righteous. Your doors are always open for any who seeks refuge and comfort; your great selfless acts-always offering more than yourself.

You are..
Ben Lye, you will be dearly missed.

You have return to the father, joining Ralph and the angels and company of saints in rejoicing God in heaven in all its awe.

My condolences to the Lye family and may God's loving grace be among you in this trying period. The world today has lost among many things but A FATHER—in every sense of the word, the name, the being.

Mother, sister, aunt, grandaunt, to some....

Rough tough day goes by, but let the angels escort her to her resting place, with the peace of God within and the Mercy and light shine upon her. A loving mother, dear sister, generous with every little bit she had, eager to share, sharing life itself was too little to bare. Many will miss her with deep cuts in the hearts, many will hold precious memories together shared.A smile ever genioune. Linda Chua.

"deeply missed and remembered for her courage, simplicity and good heart." Desmond Lee

Aunt, mother, little sister, grandaunt- You will be missed greatly and welcomed home. I can't say more now. It was a phase too soon to arrive, to early to depart. our time was brief, but precious to all.

grief, sorrow, heart crushed.
love, family, friendships and unity.

1Malaysia 0rakyat

Yeay, lets subject everyone to more financial 'bonuses' to fund this brilliant Idea of motosports.
I know we have loads of motosports enthusiast but this is ridicules.
Can you imagine the lifestyle changes, price hikes and economic blunder waiting to happen?
Majority of the society in the country is of the average and below average income group. This Paints a portrait of slave like diet to be afforded daily. What else? Put it in simple terms, when you take water from a pond to fill a lake, the fishes in the pond have lesser now. where as in the lake, it would probably make less difference..

We cant even Assemble proper cars let alone manufacture, and now we want to take on billions of Rakyats money and gamble in this elite 'Game'

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/9/15/nation/20090915181208&sec=nation

Proton Vs Rakyat

WHY are we still keeping them(Proton-bloody-berhad) around when they can rip us off like this?

Btw for those who dont know, the exchange rate is about 1sr to >1 ringgit atm.

Which means the Proton Pesona (compact category) there is cheaper than the Proton Saga (base-line model) here.

Please someone justify and explain this to the Rakyat if it makes not just business sense but any sense at all

monyet di hutan disusu
anak di rumah mati kelaparan!!

To put it in simple English, you could feed your neighbour's child, but let your own die of hunger.

the nice guy, romantic, gentleman, could he take care of me?

girls always want the romantic, they want to feel loved, special, always given attention to
but you know what the ugly truth is
nice guys goes unnoticed
all the time

its the jerks, the loud mouth, the jackass that get the attention, with the little effort and care t offer
and suddenly it is a challenge to get that particular one. darn it that one makes the impression..
tell me if this is not true..

scene 1,
total gentleman, pulls out chair, opens door, moderate with jokes, buys flowers, pluck flowers, calls and text to see if you're alright, always seems to be around or always making effort to be around when you need someone. all the better extream. all of a sudden, your mind starts telling you things against your gut feeling and you listen to what its saying, he is a? weirdo? stalker? freak?

scene 2,
Club, partying hard, busting moves, guys walks up and smiles, dances okay, 'enjoying' himself with your company and making it seems that if you're not there he would still be enjoying himself. barely acknowledging your presence, 'checks you out and keeps that million dollar smile' invites you back to his table introduces you to his friends, gets your number, maybe supprises you with a kiss, then you go home flattered and thinking about him only. he was your good time tonight, you were his 'pick-up' days go by and thoughts of him flashes every now and again.

what is wrong here? you can confuse the mind but not the heart. you see the mind thinks. it doesnt feel. thats the hearts job-to feel. and when you use your heart to think, thats when things get screwed/twisted, so what happens to most people is that they fail to see the nice person, rather they see what they want to see, what they perceive as the truth, reality.

FYI, books and 'counselors' all over knows the if you intend to 'pick-up' someone, dont be nice, be mean, not available, create in them a need for you, yearn for you.. etc etc..

so what is it that you really want in a partner? someone who teases and be littles' you? who when you call upon can't be count on? couldnt care more or less about you, your life, your family, your friends?

or someone who is a nice guy?

both can take care of you, question is the word 'care' is very subjective.
will he be able to honour you as a women? and later as a life partner, mother to child,

Or is he going to treat you as a pick-up? another girlfriend? An exprience? or worst a sex object.

I have 2 beautiful sisters, and a mother. I may not always agree with their point of view, but I love them, to shelter them as much as i could extend my wings. beyond that they would have to soar with their own confidence and self believe, understanding and trusting their surroundings and own judgements.

You women think for yourselves. love to all daughters, sisters and mothers,

woman

Let her hold you
Til' you know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her, really taste her
Til' you can feel her in your blood
An' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman

To really love a woman, to understand her
You gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought, see every dream
An' give her wings when she wants to fly

You've got to give her some faith, hold her tight
A little tenderness, you gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
You really gotta love your woman, ya
And when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman

shortened from bryan adams 'have you ever really loved a woman'

a certain song that makes men seem lousy and women go 'there, why can't you be like that'
what about the other side of the coin? about those who never was given a chance to prove their worth? those who does everthing the song suggest, if only given the chance.
your crazyness drives me.. your partiness delights a smile. your cute and ditsyness.. sigh..

You want to be loved, You want to feel special, you're afraid to open up, you put reluctant efforts, or not even bothered. or maybe ingnorance IS bliss.

blocked

ever felt what its like looking from outside? let me put in perspectives, have you ever looked out just to realise someone is outside looking into your hall? what is with that person? what does he wants? FREAK! we label them all sorts. have you ever been though, the other side, wondering how nice is the life the person is having? or is she with good company? is she doing fine? what is she up to? can i help? how can i help? just to get shut out of the life of the person entirely? what is the meaning of subttle gestures?
people put up walls around themselves to 'protect' themselves. right. then how would you get to know a person behind walls? doesn't anyone belief in chance anymore? no? frustration knows no bounderies. then again what is it that cuts so deep and leaves no scar? like looking from behind a one way mirror with people barely noticing your presense, like it didnt matter, like you dont matter? i know for fact that everyone is beautiful and unique in God's eye, i've been lacking faith lately. faith in myself, faith in Him, faith in faith itself.
Glass walls and illusions, caught under a net of confusions and, and emotions. uncertainty has been a big part of my life, plan a seed of hope and 'hope' for it to blossom. i fear the pussm breaking out from within. i fear bitterness will actually start tasting sweet. that was rage. what at emo's end will find suthe? a name so charasmatic it jams thoughts uttering fumbling words of meaninglesse. so strong it creates a feeling that it freezes, warms, excites. cordinates lips to pull back both ends and broken peices of a pale soul to resurect. much as such is the command of that particular latin name- as unicorns to pergasus

only this might be a slightly blur one. with a case overly sensitive pergasus

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dang, its been awhile. FF4 has come and gone, er.. what else.. hmm.. many shoots done, oh, dear uncle raplh went back to the Lord, hmmm... *scratches head, just got tweety sort-of fixed after the accident the other day(and by the other day, i ment 4 months ago) nothing much has changed really. nothing huge anyway. suppose to start interning but so far the one promising recomendation i got turned sour, the best part was that they didn't even have to curtesy to tell you that you're not accepted. Pardon me for bitching, i'm taking time off to do so. okay, you see if it was an interview i got from some website or whatever then its sorta fine, to be rude. but this was through people you know, i ment, how are you a good PR if courtesy isn't your cup of coffee. so, i'm not good enough, well many undergrads are no better. Its about personality, then qualifications. You are not born a smartipants too you know, someone gave you a chance to learn, to fall and make your own mistakes. that was what brought you to where you are. You have to suck in your sloppy ego drooling all over your sides and stop thinking shit of peolple. its an intership for crying out loud, not hiring an executive or whatever.
its been bothering me. You will know who you are and 'you' are not the malaccan. Peaceout to my bud, i know you didn't mean to cos its up to the other 2. All the best farr.

okay okay enough of that. i just needed to rant alil.

on the lighter side of things, been into certain stuffs recently, savant autism, and Fast food- namely mcD's fries and now Kentucky Fried Cruelty! thats right, gosh how terrible these giant coperations are and how easily you and i can and have been funding their 'shenanigans'
i'll close up with this footage. please sign your support at www.kentuckyfriedcruelty.com
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5vPub2lDtc&feature=related

wow, this is new. actually been thinking about starting is for sometime now.
so now that i've finally got it down.. i'm not to sure my directions..
it was afterall a impulsive start cos i wanted to visit this blogsite and now its restricted to only authors.. hmm.. wonder if i could enter now..

since i'm only starting up now, i feel so inferior to my mates' blogs.. way advance.. ok then..
more nonsense soon..